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My Photo Op with Jensen Ackles

Let me just start out by saying that, yes, Jensen is tall but he was actually not as big as I was expecting. I guess that’s because most everybody who sees him is comparing him to Jared. They must assume that Jared is normal, human size and expect Jensen to be around 5’10” or so. Everyone’s always like, “OMG, Jensen is SO tall! He’s so much taller than I was expecting!”

So I was always like, “Okay, taller than I’m expecting. Got it.”

lol!

Thing is, the height Jensen is, is the height I would’ve expected.

But what Jensen is more of:

He is even more gorgeous in person than what you expect.

His smile is more blinding than anything you could prepare yourself for.

His voice is more sexy than anything you’ve ever heard and when it’s directed at you, my lord, I learned that all the times before that I’d described myself as “incoherent” were a lie.

As I inched closer to the front of the line I watched the other people getting their pictures: some asked for a pose, some got a smile, some talked to him, some didn’t- what struck me was how fast they rushed through the photos. It was a little disheartening. I’d already decided I wasn’t going to try to talk so I figured my turn would be even faster than most.

What struck me, when my turn came, was how fast my photo felt and yet, at the same time, how it felt like I had so much time. Like it went in slow-motion.

It was dizzying.

I stepped up and he was looking right at me. I think I was smiling, he smiled back (It was the most gorgeous thing I’ve ever seen), he said something to me- I’m not sure if it was “How’s it going?” or “Hey there” or what it was, but his voice was so warm and calming. He put his hand around my waist, I put my arm around his and I think I smiled and looked at the camera.

I think I must have still been smiling as I turned and said thank you, he answered and again gave me the warmest, most genuine smile I’ve ever seen.

It was just as amazing as anything I could’ve ever hoped for.

I’ve heard it before, but for that brief moment, I had his entire attention and he made me feel special. I know that he’s being paid to take pictures with fans and there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that. He doesn’t owe me anything, he doesn’t owe me his attention for any reason other than that I paid. I know that he’s never even going to remember me and I’m having a hard time here trying to balance my realistic side with how he made me feel.

I don’t think I wanted much, I just didn’t want to feel like an annoying fan girl. He made me feel anything but. He made me feel like he was genuinely happy to see me. Like taking pictures with/meeting fans was something that he honestly liked doing- not only because he was being paid.

I got out of the photo room and I caught the eye of this woman who was in tears, we looked at each other and we both let out this laugh of relief and, I don’t even know, it was like we both had this shared, indescribable experience. And we’d made it out alive.

I felt shaky and giddy and incoherent. I felt scattered. It was like an adrenaline high. I can’t even describe it. It was awesome. Like how people must feel after skydiving or something.
Nov 13, 2012 11:34 am
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